Fernando Zhang

Friday, January 26, 2007

3:37 PM

At times when problems strike out of nowhere all at the same time, the best thing you could do is find your inner solace and remain focus.

As you find yourself getting entangled more in the web of problems, dilemma strikes. When you realise it, you've found yourself treading in the lane of one of your darkest pits in life.

Your inner heart is alarmed. telling you to ascend and climb as high as you could so that you dont have to mess with the mess. Despite, it's tough. It's the same as hoping for a dropped coin to stand on its edge and begin swirling.

I know and i will never give up in life despite these darkest moments.

For all the love of my parents and friends, i believe there is something more to life.

I may have chosen the path best avoided by most whom in their most basic rational thinking have faith in the word 'hang in there'. I could have possibly imbued the idea in my blunt dormant mind if things wont have turned out this 'pleasant'. It's bitter.
Am i running away?

Perhaps yes. perhaps no.

I strongly hold my decision. For all i know, my feelings wont cheat on me.

I'm wishing the best for my endeavour. It may be a start-from-scratch sort of situation. Despite, i believe i could do it.

Simply support me in whatever i do and i truly believe you guys will.

Till then...

rhapsodyfcuk

For an end simply means Fernando. -rhapsodyfcuk-
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