Fernando Zhang

Thursday, August 23, 2007

11:09 PM

LET ME SHARE WITH THE REST OF DA WORLD MY SECRET

the secret is I'M HAVING holiday now! Yeyyeee....

Im so happy to kill so much time on fun stuffs. i did catch three shows these few days. starting from license to wed,hairspray and bourne. Three were good.

You know, these days i begin taking blog as my part-time wife ' who ' would listen to my problems and did nothing except for willingly PUBLISH my frustration :)

come to think about it... wonderful yea?

Am up and looking forward to more things lining up.

Oh yeah, i had an hour long of head-squeezing session today.. at the salon. haha. well, i bleached my entire head. :P wakkaka. my hair my change, but everything else remains.

For an end simply means Fernando. -rhapsodyfcuk-
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Monday, August 20, 2007

11:08 PM

HERE WE GO sthuppiidd Shutter SHop Rhoda wee. THe solar port. yey!!
Anyway, your upside down bra looks retarded. cliff was right when he spoke about that burmese of a seamstress born. :) lol.

Here we go guys, we manage to squeeze in the solar. but am so afraid of jc3. and it's tommooroww.. sigh...yumchew we must start early for BP DC. :(

Here are lil updates. dad's back in jkt. doing very well, thank for the blessings! Am on holiday soon. a few trips out of sg, to redang on coach n cruise, to p.ubin. wish i cld return home. . perhaps not this time.

Am feeling happy. though my cough hasnt recovered. you know sometimes you are aware of what makes you feel that certain way but you just dont do what u are supp to when that certain way is no good. dont understand right. i just feel like speaking garbages.

Am off to bathe and call it a day peeps! wish me luck tmr and i shall be ready for next semester.

one step at a time you'll reach the mountain in no time.

kisses-dodo

For an end simply means Fernando. -rhapsodyfcuk-
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

9:44 AM

I know it's late , i know your worry... -Ronan Keating- we've got tonight...

I'm typing in the 'early' hours of 14th aug. Am worried. For things. I know i keep searching each day.

I know i could. I've only got today. For tommorow is a mystery.

Oh God, bless me with Your love. . . i shall attempt the best.

Turn on the light on me.

Bonne journee

For an end simply means Fernando. -rhapsodyfcuk-
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

12:50 AM

If you are asking how long have i left this blog unattended? well the answer may just come out right now. .
what i wanna say is I AM BUSY. no excuse. esp in Singapore. :)

well, it';s true. too true to be true. Life has been hectic. Well let's not call it life, for life is full of happiness . hmmm... devilife, how does that sound? hee. I've felt much anxieties at times sorrows these days. I've brighter days .. sometimes... but not always. still looking for that equilibrium each one of us longs to have . . a balance where mind is at peace and heart goes complementing.
sigh.. i could only sigh....

Hving complained... it gives me strength in times of downfall.. perhaps tat's me. someone who cant be pushed off the cliff. i declare myself not wanting to be defeated... which makes me stronger .. fly higher than i could possibly imagine. . . i thanks those around me. i thank the mind. i thank the attitude. i thank the love.. from people whom i know and whom have loved me and bcome part of my life.

I;ve heart lightening sharing session with the lectures. hearing things i wouldnt imagine them saying. It's so encouraging, esp in times when u seek to fall deeper and not wanting to help heave yourself to a safer place.

I brought myself to face hard cold facts these days. not wanting to deal with the unnecessary troubles i could only cause to myself, which leads me to nowhere but a place of darkness and huge uncertainty. i've experienced that! and never want to go back there anymore... not in this life. .

i have come up with something that goes, " face it. Swallow it. There's no way you should be running away."

I received grades for presentation. 3As, 1 B. encouraging enough to move on better. this one proves something. thanks to all!
been busy with the club matters. interpoly gathering, international nite, events after events, hanging out, visiting dad, archi final project, in house activities, gym, not to mention the yogas which i;ve left behind for a month. :(

Am i expecting too much out of myself?
sometimes i think it as a yes.. well, guess need to give myself some good decent snores... have a good night everyone.

next blog publish date? unsure. . till then

For an end simply means Fernando. -rhapsodyfcuk-
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